It has been a week since my husband left for his business trip to Beligum. He will be gone for 4months. This first week was very hard to adjust to. It felt weird coming home or waking up in the morning and he is not there. Also, since he was the one that left after me and came home before me, he was the one that fed and walked the dog. I did help out if I got home before him. So, now I have the responsibility of walking and feeding her. She is a joy and I plan on playing with her a little more and walking her. I think walking her is good for me because then I get excercise. 

I will post more as things happen for the next 4months.

Now that I have had time to rest and think about things I feel better. I know I will be ok and that everything else will fall into place. Just need to be more positive and just take things as they are. I have great friends, a loving family, and a good job.

I had a dream the other night that things were good for me. I am wondering if it is a look into the future. I was not sure who I was with but I was happy and I was not living here. I guess in some small measure I know I will not be in California when I settle down.